Far Away From My Love ...  

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Our love is like the wind, I cannot see it, but I can always feel it !! Though I'm far, but no matter how far, you're blessed and safe in my heart, and forever, I'll stay this way. And I'll always be out there for you... I reach to you, I know you can feel it too. For thousand dreams I still believe, I hold you in my arms, and never let go. Right here, right now, I give my life to live with you. I'll break free, take me, you're my everything ... so don't worry, you're my only, you won't be lonely, even if the sky's falling down, I' won't let you fall ...

Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait ?
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know,

That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away, for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of the world to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know,

I wanted, I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed, I need to hear you say:
" That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go " ...

RaDin's Selection  

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Hey guys. This morning, while I was driving to office, as my close friends know how I drive, I was listening to my favorite songs loudly, and I passed 2 accidents that were about to happen. [Shirin, Mohammad Hoseyn, Brian, Steve and Setare know what exactly I am talking about] Anyway, I was enjoying !! So I thought about sharing this enjoyable moments with all my friends. Here is my playlist, including my favourite Artists in a wide range of genres, Rock, Pop, Hip Hop, Blues...

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Looking 4ward to read your comments.
Luv ya all

RaDin ®












Memorial, Season 1, Episode 4 : Her Name Is Pardis...  

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Darya is watching TV, these girlish series which makes me feel awful !! I come and sit beside her. "I feel ready for tomorrow's exam; do you, too? I ask her. "I always do!" she replies me without loosing her concentration on TV. Yes, she always does, but I don't know how. In these couple of days I haven't seen her studying more than 1 miserable hour !! I'm looking at her while thinking how to start. She understands, and shortly watches me form the corner of her eye. "well, May I ask for your help?" I ask. "what's up?" she replies; again she didn't look at me. "you know what I'm talking about, Darya" . She turns and we get face to face and then says: "what do you want?". "Hmm, tell me 'bout girls, how should I treat 'em to like me?". She doesn't say any thing for seconds, then says: "Okay, count on me, I know what you need".
We go to the piano room, and she closes the door. She starts playing piano. "what are you doin'? I ask. She doesn't reply. I need her, so I shouldn't blame about anything. I walk the room and listen to her play. I didn't ever know she could play this good. After one or two minutes she turns and says: "Listen, First thing, you have to be more attractive". Quiet for for about 10 seconds and then she continues:" how about that shirt I bought you, and shouldn't have done, last year before your birthday; that's good".
Few days before our last birthday, very shockingly we didn't fight for any damn reason, which is rare. The last time we could pretend as good brother and sister was 8 years ago; and not surprisingly it didn't last more than 3 days. For every single movement she does or I do, we can put up a fight. For instance, changing the TV channel, answering incoming telephones which are for the other one, or even looking at each other, and sometime for who should drive which car when we both are going out. For celebrating 5 days and half in row with no fight, we did buy gifts. I gave her a perfume, and she bought me a shirt. Neither of us has ever used them, 'cause we just made a war in her birthday party because we both had picked up a same day for our parties. Because she had already invited her friends, my parents asked me to change my party time. I accepted, but of course I made it up to her. I changed her birthday cake order address to a non-existed one. She also made that up to me with ordering 1990 of conserved foods from Internet with my credit card! The number was the year we were born. They charged me 5% for cancellation.
Anyway, I can't even remember how that shirt looked like, but I have no other choice, but to trust her. After that she talks to me for almost an hour, she tells me some rules I have to observe and etc. I didn't know I could talk to her like that. I doubt if she is my real sister. Even if she's not, I have to use this chance.
Today is the last exam. Means my last chance to see her. I have already told Arash to come later this morning, so we can talk more. I wear the shirt Darya has given meI'm about to go. Darya winks at me and I nod, then I go out. Looks like a dream ! Well done, my timing is very good !! "Hi" I say and get a soft and gentle one in reply. "So ..., you ready for exam?" I ask. "Yeah" she replies, "and you?".

-Kinda.
-You boys are never sure !
-You think? ... You know boys?
-Well, I know that there aren't so many good ones.
-Same for girls... How have you realized me then?
-Frustrated !! Still not categorized.
-Why don't you try me?
-Maybe...

Oh, I cannot concentrate at all ! She gets me so mesmerized. We continue talking for a while. Then I ask:

-I didn't get your good name ...
-Pardis. yours ?
-My honor, Dariyan.

She looks at my book, then says:

-Have you ever used your book, seems never opened.
-Well, my books always look this good.
-Amazing, I've seen no boy keeping books like this.
-So, ain't I categorized yet?
-Still thinking, hasty boy.

We are talking for over half an hour. Arash hasn't come yet, better for me; I'm not finished yet. She is really a nice girl, much more than I could imagine. I play with a pen in my hand. Then pretending I wanna write something in my book...

-May I have ... your number please.
-Oh, sure. Lemme write it down for you.

Wow, wasn't so hard to say. I also write mine for her. Wondering, neither of our drivers has come yet. Finally Arash arrives. "Goodbye, Pardis" I say " See ya latter". She looks at me again, then says: "Bye".

I get into the car. "Hi everyone, and thanks Arash, you gave me enough time". "Anytime" he answers. I do feel Farhang's burning inside. "Hey, wait, you guys had planed for this?" Farhang asks Arash. Arash looks at me in the mirror and smiles. "Yes, Farhang" I finally give him his answer.

Memorial, Season 1, Episode 3 : Trying My Chance  

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On the way to my room, I am thinking about what my father is thinking now. I get no sure result.
"Dariyan" my mother's calling me, "come here, dinner's ready". "Coming" I said .Then I quickly eat and get back to study again, as I haven't finished the book yet.
Morning, getting ready to go. I hand my book and reach outside. Uh-uh, there she is. She cannot see me. I am going to say hi. I walk gently through. I'm almost about to say it...
Damn, Arash arrives, I have to go. "Hi everyone" I say. Farhang and Efran are in the car with opne books. Some Times they open a book, but few times they study it in the car. They both reply me, but again they start reading their books; seems there's not just me who's not ready yet. We are waiting for Arman to come. A nice girl is sitting in front of their door, waiting. There he is, comes out and greets the girl. Once he gets in the car, Farhang says: "She's hot, Arman; well done". Arman nods while is saying "could you shut up, Farhang?" Nobody continues the conversation. We all look totally worried about the exam. That jest was out of place.
I did not so bad in today's exam, I couldn't expect this good. I'm sitting in the car. Efran and Farhang come by and say: "Arash, we'll go by ourselves. When Arman comes you can go". "Okay guys." Arash says. Shortly later Arman asks the same, too.
"Let's go" Arash tells me, "There’s just you today". We reach to my home. All the way I was thinking about a girl I didn't even know her name. I open the door. Every body's looking at me, like they are watching a strange alien! "What??" I ask them. "You look weird today, son" my mom says, "Is something wrong going on?". "No." I quickly answer, "Not at all. Stop worrying about me, I'm not a child anymore".
This morning I get the chance to talk to her, but as short as a normal greeting. Arash comes. Farhang is looking at me like never before. Also I can see Erfan behind the window staring at me. "Goodbye ..." I say to her and she softly replies. "C'mon man, wow" Farhang says while having an out of place smile. I can easily understand in the last seconds before I get to the car, when they saw us talking, they were talking about me. "There's not much going on guys, do your own business" I say to Farhang and Erfan. Ever since I know her, which is in final exams' time, I get back home early afternoon and I haven't seen her around this time. So I don't have any hope to meet her now. My only chances are mornings. Guess I have to come outside earlier.
This afternoon, I am in my room. Door knocks. "Shall I?" surprisingly my sister asks for permission to come inside."C'mon in, Darya". "Are you ready for exam?" I ask. She nods. She's my twin, so she has same exam as mine. "So, Could you please solve this one for me?" I ask again. "Sure" she smiles back. I haven't seen such a behavior of hers for almost the last 15 years. This could mean she needs something from me... what would that be? While I am thinking to myself she solves the Math problem. "You got it?" she asks. "Yeah, sure. Totally" I say. "Thank you. Now please get out." we usually put up a fight after this sentence I say. She didn't reply. She's almost out of my room, I hear her say: "By the way, I saw you". "So what?" I quickly reply with raising my voice a bit. "Nothing, I just wanted let you know" she says and closes the door.

I can see your halo, I can feel your halo  

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Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

You hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away



Lyrics By : Bogart, Evan Kidd,Knowles, Ryan.

Sang By: Beyoce Knowles

Translation By: RaDin ®
Graphip Design By: RaDin ®

A Walk To Remember  

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People who know me, specially close ones, might know that in my entire life I just have read one miserable book ! That was when I was a kid, suddenly without a purpose I reached the end of one book :D 'cause always I get so interested in something and I start it, but not so very long after it, the interest goes away and I stop :D it means I have read many books, but no more than 10 pages of each... but astrange thing I don't know how just last night happened to me :

A friend of mine last night suggested me movie to watch. though rudely she told me the end of story and got me so angry about it, I finally watched it. This movie was just a miracle in my life. I was so impressed. I couldn't stop my tears dropping down. But the strange thing is today, I went a book store and asked about the novel that the movie was based on. I got the book, sat there, started reading, til I finished it. p.s. a wipe was helping me through this moments; it was really helpful. so this was a miracle ; I read a book !! heeey !!


I'm gonna talk about the book and movie a bit. it was so touchable. It influenced me somehow I am still in its atmosphere. I am so impressed more than I should be. I feel like I didn't know anything about a love that the God can dedicate to us as a special gift. Is it true ? that kinda love is still remaining ? where is that ? That's all I ever want to find that sort of true love.



Jamie is a girl whose father is Father of the town's Church. She wears always the same, and no make up. Landon is a guy in school who is always trouble maker. He has his own friends and always together. Nobody seems to like Jamie. For something that Landon does in school, the dean of school forces Landon to clean the school, and also act in the theater school has. Jamie is also in that show. Story kicks off with Landon asking Jamie for help to memorise his role
conversations ...

[i'm not gonna tell more, 'cause you would became angry of me, as I got last night ;)]

These lyrics are related to the movie :

something happened For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground Found something true
And everyone`s looking around, Thinking I`m going crazy
Yet everyone around me thinks that I`m going crazy, maybe
But I don`t care what they say, I`m in love with you
They try to pull me away, But they don`t know the truth
My heart`s crippled by the vein, That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I keep bleeding, bleeding love...


What I meant all about it was to share a moment of life with you. this moment, the one I had, the one Landon had, or Jamie's one, or maybe yours... watch out how you pass it by. it is worth a life!

Memorial, Season 1, Episode 2 : First Time I See Her ...  

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In this last week we had, we were so happy. Just for no damn reason. We take pictures with teachers and faculty and the places we used to gather in school. Matin, Arman and I could be caught always in a same spot together. Matin is also one of my best friends, a cool and funny guy who sets me off laughing always. Also he is a friend of Farhang. He's always dressed up fashionably. I do dress up usually, but in a simple way; as my father says: “Beauty is in simplicity”.

The final exams have started. All the students in Iran take these exams, starting with Islam Knowledge. Fortunately and surprisingly I did quite well! Time to get back home and start studying for next exams. Arman and I are coming back with Arash, but Farhang and Erfan are going "somewhere" and are not gonna come with us. Whatever! I come home and as always start wasting time. I've studied a bit, and I leave the book and go to sleep.

"Morning, son" my father says while is knocking my bedroom's door. "Coming" I reply with almost closed eyes. I catch my book and go down waiting for Arash to come. "Wow" I whisper myself while I see a girl passing by me. "Hey man, stop staring girls like that" again I say whisperingly. Arash has come, I get in the car. Farhang is sitting on front sit and says hi. I replied. Then he continues talking to Efran. I open my book and try to concentrate for the last minutes left to exam. We have picked Arman up and are in the way to school. Suddenly Farhang and Erfan tell Arash to stop the car. "See ya in school" Farhang says and they both get down of the car. Guess they have seen a girl in the street. I get it now, that's the one they saw last time and got interested in!! Surely that's her. These two really like chasing girls. Most of the times they get no result; what a useless chaise.

We have now passed half of the exams, so far so good! But suddenly today's exam changes everything!! Physics exam what as hard as chasing 1024 girls in a same time for Farhang, stop laughing for 1024 hours for Erfan, studying 1024 hours in row for Arman, and solving 1024 problems in the limited time exam for me ! I hope you've got the hardness ;) Anyway, I am not very upset about this exam; I think I did well [I got 89 :D]! But seems others are quite concerned about the result. Looks like an angry crowed!!

Tonight my father is coming back from a short trip. He calls me and says he has no Persian money, so I have to go and pay for the taxi. I'm waiting for him to come. Around 9:00 o'clock, I see a girl coming closer. But I am not so very into these stuff, at least I wasn't so far. I am thinking to myself. Suddenly I hear a girl sound saying: hello!! I didn't know what's going on. I reply shyly “hi". "May I ask you a question?" she asks me! I just really don know what’s going on. "Sure!" I say to her with a strange sound that I don't how the hell I've got it. She's asking about the Physic Exam. For a couple of minutes we talk. Then she goes. "She was a nice girl" a sound whispers in my ears. Here he is, my father comes. I forget everything happened tonight and I go.

2 or 3 day passed from that day. I haven't seen her again. Tonight, I am standing in front of our house's door and my father is hanging his suite in the back seat of his car. OMG, she's here again. "What shall I do? Shall I greet her? What about my father? I can't do it while he's right next to me. But what if I don't? She would say what a rude person. Oh God, I just don't know what to do. Whatever, I will reply if she greets. Otherwise just shut up and pretend I don't know her" These are all I am thinking about in just few seconds she is getting closer. There she comes, and says "hi". I reply but I cannot concentrate. I see my father while he is wasting time with hanging a suite and his ears sharply listen to our conversation. Seems she understands my situation and says goodbye and leaves. "Who was she?" my father asks me directly after she goes. "Just a neighbor" I reply with a smile on my face. "Goodbye, dad" I continue, and then I close the door.